Memories lies Here

2005-02-24T05:54:00.000-08:00

me in long john uniform taken two days ago by my mummy...kekek kan..

2005-02-24T05:52:00.000-08:00

me in long john uniform taken 2 days ago by my mummy..hehe.kekek kan..

FiRsT Day Of WerK...

2005-02-15T21:36:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was my first day at werk...let me giv u a flash back abt my werk..hehe.. i werk at Long John Silver at tamp...De exact place find it urself..hehe..the job was simple yet cmplicated..understand? ya..n i love tat job..its much3 much3 much3 more better den mac donald..Mac donald sux man wif the arrogant crew n stupid manager..all were so fucked up but Long John is a totally different atmosphere..Firstly..over there, there's NO minah n mats.. seme kat sane kakak2 n abg2 except fer me n yati n chen li..my so called new fwens..n my manager address us as ADEQ n we must address him as ABG..hehe..he's so fun..very easy going.. Yati n Azmi n Chen Li helped me alot..im doing the counter position n dey helped me alott...One ting i hate abt Long John is wen sumbody ring the bell we counter crew have to shout Ahoy..thank you n come again..kekek seh...yesterday the whole time i was panic wen there's customer..takot serve drg lambat..But fortunately evryting goes well..finish my werk @ 10++ den meet my syg..after so long den get to meet him..mish him lotz..but tu pun dpt jumpe kejap je..so sowie syg..today we meet again k..reached home @ 12 midnight..mandi seme tnggu my syg kol sampai trtido..hehe..penat ar..penat berdiri..den today i werk at 6..realli hope nth will go wrong today..klah end here..

ps: to my syg i love u sooo much n to iKin..gd luckz..wish u all the best..i love u!!

2005-02-14T02:00:00.000-08:00

now dis ia at the seaside...gawd!! de scenery

2005-02-14T01:59:00.000-08:00

dis is how it looks from top view..its abit blurr i can say...but is so NICE!!!

2005-02-14T01:57:00.000-08:00

how nice de scenery is..nyce ryte??

2005-02-14T01:55:00.000-08:00

dis is pulau panyee...all in a mess bcoz of de flood..

2005-02-12T05:18:00.000-08:00

hArLo EvrY1.....ChAnGe Ma SkIn..DiS TiMe Its DoNe nOt By Me BuT By KaK SuE..She'S DaMn GooD In DiS MaN!! ThX aLoT SeeS!! OkAyZ..My DaY..Hmmm..HoW ShlD i SaY..ItS a ToTaL FuCkEd up WiTh Ma OwN ReaSoN..hehe..WeNt tO YP WiT Ma FwEnZ...ItS FuN La WiT tHem..BuT aLL ThE WaY i'M NoT In My MooD!! So i JuZ KePt My MoUtH ShUt!! ToTaLLy ShUt..aNd LisTeN To Ma DiSc MaN...Go YoUtH PaRk FeR The 50 FiRst DaTes ShOwInG OuTdOOr..AnD MoSt Of ThE PeRfEcT 10 DJ WeRe ThErE...I WaS So FreaKiNg NoT In a MooD..i MaDe a MoVe EvEn b4 ThE ShoW StArtS...i LeFt @ 7.45pm..On my WaY 2 Mrt..i SaW IkIn n Fai..ThE 2 JaMbus...ReaChEd bDoK aT 8.15 DeN gO MeeT HaiKaL To TaKe My Cd..He BurN Fer Me JiwAnG SoNg$..ThE wiErD ThInG Is i DiD'Nt eVeN aSk HiM To burN FeR Me BuT He Did..He CaLlEd Me Up aT 3.30 pm tOld Me tO MeeT HiM To TaKe ThE Cd..N Im shOcKeD..hhehe..hoW SwiT..ThX aNyWaY!!

2005-02-11T05:27:00.000-08:00

[[Show me the meaning of being lonely]]...dis is a very old song.. But i really love dis song.. I fall in love with this song since my sec 3 camp.. This song really rox man! This song has been with me during my happy, crying, dissapointment days.. Its juz the feelings i need to walk with.. There's something missing in my heart..hehe..i'm so jiwang man...klah will end here...bubyez!!

2005-02-08T05:12:00.000-08:00

we r the mad sisterz

2005-02-08T05:05:00.000-08:00

WWE gurlz... :)

2005-02-08T05:04:00.000-08:00

the birthday cake....

2005-02-08T04:57:00.000-08:00

me n diana's niece...so cute...

2005-02-08T04:56:00.000-08:00

charlie angelz

2005-02-08T04:54:00.000-08:00

the 3 gurlz...

2005-02-08T04:53:00.000-08:00

michelle n me...luv u!!

2005-02-08T04:51:00.001-08:00

the main pple

2005-02-08T04:51:00.000-08:00

drg lagik...

2005-02-08T04:50:00.001-08:00

the troops

2005-02-08T04:50:00.000-08:00

whose hand is dat???

2005-02-08T04:49:00.000-08:00

seow gurlz...

2005-02-08T04:48:00.001-08:00

tengok ape seh drg??

2005-02-08T04:48:00.000-08:00

3 crazy gurlz

2005-02-08T04:47:00.000-08:00

fazir is soo tall..he use to b so damn short

2005-02-08T04:46:00.000-08:00

nadia...korek hidung ehk...

2005-02-08T04:45:00.001-08:00

me n nadia kenek...

2005-02-08T04:45:00.000-08:00

tengok ape tu??

2005-02-08T04:43:00.000-08:00

khairul n me....the bestest bud

2005-02-08T04:42:00.000-08:00

two preety gurlz

2005-02-08T04:41:00.001-08:00

so cute...

2005-02-08T04:41:00.000-08:00

shikin tk abes2...

2005-02-08T04:40:00.000-08:00

the gurlz again...

2005-02-08T04:39:00.000-08:00

nadia is so beautiful...

2005-02-08T04:38:00.000-08:00

best bud ferever n ever...

2005-02-08T04:37:00.000-08:00

okay dis four r my very best buddy in skool..miss them alot!!

2005-02-08T04:36:00.000-08:00

men in black..haha

2005-02-08T04:35:00.000-08:00

michelle like superstar sia n miss haslynda tk habis2 dgn dia nye pda

2005-02-08T04:33:00.000-08:00

nadia n diana's niece..so cute ryte

2005-02-08T04:30:00.000-08:00

ni lak advertisement ayam barbercue..hehe ..yaya n nadia

2005-02-08T04:29:00.000-08:00

me n nadia posing..mash mellow advertisement..so funny

2005-02-08T04:28:00.000-08:00

our hensem guyz..hahah...

2005-02-08T04:27:00.000-08:00

tis is sweetie michelle n jambu iKin..nice scenery ryte..

2005-02-08T04:26:00.000-08:00

The GurLz..two teachers n two students..we r all so damn close..

2005-02-08T04:25:00.000-08:00

okay..de one in pink is de bef'day gurl..this is gurlz here are Chai Chee F&N student..including me but im taking their pic..

2005-02-08T04:13:00.000-08:00

Okay..today im in no mood to write wads up wif my life now coz it really suckz!!! my life is really killing me bit by bit..i cant stand it..n guess wad...I smoke sia today...haiz..wads up with me mann!!klah since im in no mood to talk.. i'll juz put up photos of the recent pit tat i went..let them do the talking aiite!! byez!!

2005-02-03T02:31:00.000-08:00

Today, surprisingly i stayed at home never go out..bored sia..suppose to go out with ikin 2 find werk but last minute my granny whose in de hospital was suppose to discharged today n she's staying over my hse skali kul 1 my aunty call ckp dia tk discharge today..punye la sort!!! haiz...if i know i go out with ikin sia.. never mind la..i stay at home pakai computer macam current free gitu..hehe..boring so kter waste current ar..woke up at 9.30 siang eh..yelah phone bunyi ade msg abe i nvr silent my phone..trkejut ar..my ayg msg..dia nk p interview fer his police ting...den woke up mandi after dat help my mum uat keje umah sikit after dat tgk tv..lpas my mum p keje je..i on the comp..tgk blog..check fwenster...den chat wit tasha n farhanah...i miss farhanah seh..da lame tk jumpe dia..den uatkn my darling nye blog..lpas 2 my brader alek dgn dia peh kwn Nazmi...a very cute n small boy..we tok2....den i went 2 sleep...pnat...den nw aru angun...tgh chat dgn my ayg nye abg...hehe..he want to recomend me keje airport..so good..hope can get ar..klah till here i need to change to meet my mummy go shopping..so fun..heheh...bubyez!!

PS:i love you syg..miss you alotz!!

2005-02-02T03:25:00.000-08:00

HeLLo hello...juz came back home from meeting my darling nadia, cutie yaya, jambu ikin and kecik nisa... My day was fun with them.. First, i'm actually suppose 2 meet my ayg at 2 pm.. i meet my fwen at about 1.20pm..abeh duduk2 bbl tak tgk time da kul 2.15pm..den i cancelled my meeting with my ayg coz my fwen wanted to go to Giant to buy some stuff fer our coming pit at east coast..I felt very bad not meeting him but i hope he understand..da lame tk jumpe my kwn2 seme..abeh bler dgn drg like so happy n tk ingat balik..hehe.. so from chai chee sec we went to parkway, Ntuc fairprice to get those hot dogs..den after dat we go Giant..by that time nisa had 2 go back coz she got mendaki..so left me ikin nadia n yaya.. nadia n yaya continue with the shopping while me n ikin busy filling up Gaint form (job particulars)..hehe isi punye isi peh banyak..penat seh..after dat saw Alfian..he werking at Giant as the technician eh?? ya if im not wrong..so he take my form n told me dat he will recomend me the job..hope i n ikin can get the job but i dun tink i can get..But wateva la..if i get good if i dun den juz too bad..after nadia n yaya finish thier shopping fer the pit..we go banquet to have our late lunch..seme lapar seh..den talk2 laugh like hell with nadia's joke..den laugh at pple..make fun of them..kekek siak...after dat we take bus no 31 home..on de bus i was sooooooooo happy to meet NURUL AIN..My bestfren from small till pri 6..glad to meet her..den ask fer her no. Miss her alot sia..5 years man! at last we met!! tank god..den reach homw at 6.45 like dat..now on comp sambil tgh msg nurul..hehe..rindu dia..

Gawd!! i miss my darling so much..ape dia tgh uat ehk?? hehe..so bored man!! btw tadi pat skola nampak izat..Sombong siak tu jantan..abeh si mirah plak uat hal..Nadia was so cranky..Nisa plak tgh sedih2..Hiaz...Y pple all tgh mood swing ar?? shikin n yaya je yg orite slalu hahaha..den nampak Liah..hehe..she stead wif asy..gawd tkle caya seh..moga bahagia di samping keluarga..till here la..tired areadi..

ps: I LOVE FADHIL N MISS HIM ALOTZ!! *hugs* *muacckz*

2005-01-30T21:23:00.000-08:00

today, i feel kinda down.. i feel so lonely.. i feel so empty inside me.. i feel so pathetic.. there are so many reasons to y i'm having this kind of feelings.. Firstly, i was being sacked from my werking place for being sick and that is so lame.! wad can i do wen i'm really sick..dey dun expect me to still go werk with my high fever n spread my fever to people ryte.. juz becoz i did'nt go werk fer 3 days, they threw me out from their company.. Secondly, about me n fadhil.. we r now so near yet feel so far away.. We both stay very near from each other but we react like we r staying 1000km away from each other.. There's a very BIG gap between us.. We dun often tok on de fone..we did msg each other but not dat much..juz a hi how r u..da mkn n datz it.. N soon he's going for his Ns n again i'll b alone.. iN our 4 mnths relationship, only now i realise how precious he is to me n how i love him.. i dun wan this relationship to end up like my previous ones.. Sometimes i feel like he dosen really care about me..Wad i can say abt him is dat he isn't like other guys who take advantage of gurls heart..n i know, i bearly know dat he's a guy full of sincerity but y do i always feel far away from him? even wen i'm with him i still feel dat we r far apart but actually he's right beside me.. wat is wrong? is it Me? Him? or Us? I know dat he also feels de same way i feel.. haiz..i dn know wads going on between us? n i hope dat nothing will happen between us..coz i really love him..!

HaiYa!!

2005-01-27T20:04:00.000-08:00

GaWd!! i'M HaViNg FeVeR n fLu..P DoCtOr He Say VeRy HiGh aBeH KaSi oRg DuA HaRi Mc Je..SuPpOsE 2 Go To wErK 2dAy..BuT i DiD'Nt Go..MY FeVeR WeNt Up 2 39.6...HaD a VeRy BaD HeAdAcHe..CaNoT TaHaN MaN..HaS BeEN SlEePiNg ThE WhOlE DaY..GaWd..LiFe"s a BoRe WeN i'M HaViNg FeVeR MaN..CnNt ToK 2 My DarLiNg..CnNt Go OuT..HaiZ!! NaK MkN PuN TkDe SeLeRa.. My GrAnNy pLaK MaSuK HoSp..N De DoCtOr SaY GoT No HaRapaN CoZ HeR KiDnEy SpOiL..So SaD MaN..ShE'S my FaV GrAnNy..ThE WoRsT TiNg Is daT i CnNt EvEn ViSiT HeR BcOz Of My FeVeR...hoPe NoThInG wiLL HaPpEn 2 HeR... GoD..SaVe HeR..DuN LeT HeR Go.. I'M So UpSeT!!

2005-01-19T19:54:00.000-08:00

HaiYo-NoW-A-DaYz-I-HaRdLy-sLeEp-SeH!! SiAk-BtOl-Ni ArU-AbEs-CaLL-CaLL-OrG-Yg-AdVeRtiSe-KeJe-PaT-StRaItS-TiMeS- ToDaY-GoIn-FoR-An-InTeRvIeW-PaT-TaNjOnG-PaGaR- ItS-An-AdMiN-JoB-AbEh-KeNe-Kai-FoRmAl-SeH-CaM-KeKeK-Ar- aCtUaLLy-I-GoT-A-JoB-PaT-pArAgOn-SpAgGeDdiS- i-ToT-ItS-A-ReStAuRaNt- So FeR-My FiRsT-DaY-OrIeNtAtIoN-DeY-PoSt-mE-To-ThE-BaR-SyTe- N-i-WaS-WaD-De-HeLL!- So-i-QuIt!!-KiNdA-FeEL-So-StUpId-FeR-NoT-ReaLiSiNg-DaT-iTs-a-MiNi-BaR- N-LaGiK-OnE-yOuNg-chiNeSe-GurL-PuN-KeJe-SaNe-ShE-AdViSe-Me-To-QuIt- BuT-wHeN-i-AsKeD-HeR-Y-ShE-SaY-ItS-NoT-aN-aPpRopRiAtE-JoB-FeR-Me-sBaB-OrG-SaNe-KlU-MaBoK-DaNgEr- JuZ-HoPiNg-DaT-i-cOuLd-GeT-a-Job-A.S.A.P- LaTeR-MeeTiNg -My- DarL iKiN-GoInG-FeR-The-iNtErViEw-WiTh-HeR- tiLL-HeRe-La!!

To-My-sAyAnG-aBoUt-ThE-MiMpI-
i-WoN't-LeAvE-U-SyG- i-LoVe-YoU- DuN-TiNk-AbT-ThE-NeGaTiVe-ThInGs- We'LL-Be-ToGeThEr-tiLL-ThE-DaY-wHeN-GoD-SePeRaTe-Us- JuZ-rEmEmBeR-WaD-EvEr-GoD-Do-ItS-FeR-OuR-OwN-GooD-So-DuN-WoRrY-b-HaPpY!! I LOVE U SAYANG!!

2005-01-16T02:22:00.000-08:00

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2005-01-13T05:31:00.000-08:00

tO u FrEaKiNg PpLe!! iF u DuN LiKe mY blog Or ThE SoNg dEn JuZ GeT ThE heLL OuT!! ThErE'S No NeeD tO PuT StuPiD cOmMeNt!! CoZ i DuN NeeD ThEm...N iF My SoNg iS KiLLiNg yOu DeN JuZ FuCk OFF!! y WaStE uR tYmE ViSiTiNg iT!! FreaKo!! iDiOtZ!!

2005-01-10T03:01:00.000-08:00

Today is such a boring day fer me.. i am suppose to go to school to meet my darlinz2 there but i didn't go coz my mummy is sick..so had to do all the household chores dat makes me very BORED..after completing evryting..i received a call frm an unknown no..n dat phone cal gimme me a very BiG smile..i've got a job..Gawd i'm so happie mann..at least i won't b bored all alone at home...so happie..den 2 hrs later my baby darling call...we conference with iKin fer 5 mins n she hang up left the both of us on the line...mish him mann..but too bad we can't meet coz he's werking..i understand..mann i'm bored..! i'm TIRED i'M sLEEPY! evry1 in da house is sleeping..its so freaking bored..till here..bubyez!! :(!!

2005-01-09T05:36:00.000-08:00

ThE BuTtErfLy GurLz...

2005-01-09T05:35:00.000-08:00

BaBybLuE-LiCiOuS is NeXt!!

2005-01-09T05:32:00.000-08:00

BaBybLaCk-LiCiOuS iZ HeRe!!

2005-01-09T05:30:00.000-08:00

ThIs iZ Me..TeNgOk SaPe Tu??!

2005-01-09T05:29:00.000-08:00

ThIs pIc iZ sO cOoL..LiKe RoYaL PiCz..hehe

2005-01-09T05:28:00.000-08:00

AnOtHeR oNe!! LoVe Her MaNn!! =)

2005-01-09T05:27:00.000-08:00

SiStA LuBb!!

2005-01-09T05:25:00.000-08:00

GaNgStAr n InNoCeNt GurL..heheh

2005-01-09T05:22:00.000-08:00

ThE gUrLz wItH rOsEs!! hehhe

2005-01-08T05:46:00.000-08:00

HeyLoo...i'M so the very the sleepy...but i cannot sleep...haiyo!! by the way my day was quiet alryte..my mood got abit swing to the ryte n swing to the left..sort ar otak..today went out for lunch at one of the restaurant den to my granny hse eat our dinner den at about 8 we went to my sista house..her house really rox..i love her brader's room...the room is BLUE in colour mann!! i love blueeeee....i'm crazy about blue in de sense of both colour n band!! talking about the band..Duncan is so hensem..the new album kinda gd but still the song title GUILTY still rox to the max..so meaningful..remember tat sum1 use to dedicate tat song to me..well wateva! i'm so bored..thx to amirah..she called me and entertain me with her very interesting stories abt the sec 1 camp..how swit..i luv u gerl..i miss all my galfwenz...can't wait fer monday to go down to school...
Gawd!! no werk...my goodness... =(

[] a NeWz DaT FrEaKz Me OuT MaNN!! []

2005-01-07T01:02:00.000-08:00

Gawd mann!! i've got a freaking news dat made me shock to hell man!! i'm so damn fucking angry sia..fuck sia..wad a bloody backstabber man! i trusted her all my life n dis news realli make me HATE her lyke hell..wad de hell..y is she doing this mann!! she thinkz she's so good like she's perfect!! bleh relek sua ar!! bastard!! okay i'm a bad gurl so.. wad has she got to do wit me? she's not my mummy..all these while i treated her like my own MUM n dis is wad she did to me..i rellie hate by the sight of her!! she is such a freako with her BIG bloody MOUTH dat can't stop talking about other family matters..wad my darling told me was ryte..Shes sux!!! fuck her la! bloody hell!!
haiz..i dun xpect this to happen..she's realli good in acting man..reallie very good..she acted so well very the innocent but bhind dat freaking mask..she's a BIG WITCH MAN..argghhh!! i hate her man!!!! i hate her!!!

HeY i'M BaCk...

2005-01-06T06:42:00.000-08:00

heyloo..i'm back..baru je abes bebual dengan My DarLing Nadia...haiz..so sad seh cannot b wit her this year..wen i get down the bus..the first person i saw was NADIA..i hug her so tight..her face look so sad..Den i hug Nisa lak..her face look like she has juz finish crying..y is my fwenz all so sad?? i'm so sad mann...i MISS them alot..da tkle havoc2 dgn drg...BuT juz now kuar dgn drg was fun although it's not that long.... I MISS NADIA NISA MICHELLE IKIN YAYA HANEY!!! N MY DEAREST DARLING FADHIL...!!!

2005-01-05T05:48:00.000-08:00

uz again...n dis is de last one..semua same post..

2005-01-05T05:47:00.000-08:00

hehhe..happy seh ikin..she's so cute..ryte??

2005-01-05T05:46:00.000-08:00

ni ok sikit..my darlins is acting like a P.I.M.P hehe..cutekn..

2005-01-05T05:44:00.000-08:00

dis is me my darling n my best buddy, ikin..we r at heren..gambar ni ade cacat sikit..

2005-01-03T04:53:00.000-08:00

uZ again..Miss being together mann..

2005-01-03T04:51:00.000-08:00

iKin n Me @ Far East Plaza..

2005-01-02T20:38:00.000-08:00

HeyLoo...i'M backz from orchard..Wad a tiring day mann..firstly i went to meet Shikin at Bedok Interchange den go Orchard to Paragon for an interview as a waitress at the Spaghettis recomended by one of my fwen...but the manager was busy..he told us 2 come back @ 3.30pm..so while waiting for the time to come..

me n ikin go to Ngee Ann City to withdraw my Mac'Donald's pay..tgh2 nak update buku..itu machine bleh jammed plak..haiyo!! sort seh..abeh kol dia nye customer service..dat customer tingy made me wait 4 so long!! so fed up..after dat we go Lucky Plaza 2 have our lunch and on our way to Lucky Plaza we were held up by the Model agency..hehe..They approach us asking whether will we b interested to join their modelling agency..Me in modelling..Dream on..

den go Far East Plaza take neoprints..the picture turn out quiet well..after dat we go buy Shikin nye sandal by den da kul 3.30..we den go to Paragon AGAIN..n dis time he entertain us by giving us the form to b filled n he interviewed us..The manager is quiet friendly..hope to get that job.. den go Heren, HMV browse over the cd's there n go crazy coz got TAUFIK album..Gawd!! he's so handsome..hehehe..abeh Abg Hidhir gimme a call saying dat i could get this security job..hehe..so tomorrow i'm goin for another interview lak..

Den on our way to get out from Heren terserempak dgn Acik, Salleh n gurlfren, Ayie, Amie and Shah..da lame seh tk nmpk dia..Havoc sekejap abeh send2 gmbr..kekek seh..its fun hanging around with them although its only for awhile..den take the train back to bedok n went home..so tiring but its fun..Shikin i had a fun day with you!! Love ya!! :p

2005-01-02T08:10:00.000-08:00

WoW!! Now da 3rd january...Budak2 da start skola kape...hehhee..i'm loving it man..staying at home all morning all alone..the house is mine..hehe..but actualli its quiet bored..kwang3..cam sekejap je da 2005...tk rase seh..nanti jap lagik da 28 feb..heheh..da 17..best seh..hmm..how does it feel 2 b 17 yr old..but most people i know says dat i dun look lyke 17..bagus ar..tak nmpk tua..kwang3..

HaiYo!! keje lum dapat liow...how...sort seh duk umah..bleh jadi gler duk umah dalam keadaan mcm ni..today goin town 4 interview with shikin..den nk amek gmbr togeder2..hope dat can cheer my days up..after so long nvr go out..(padahal saturday aru kuar)..Gawd!!..my cupboard is so in a mess mann..bnyk baju hilang..haiz..pencuri baju ni seme eh..is so sick mann..

My mummy has start werking..so boring seh..know why? coz i haf 2 do the household chores..hehehe..so bad..no la..no one 2 tok 2..bored..i tink i stop here coz want 2 do the household chores..so update later at nyte kaez..bubyez!!

2004-12-30T23:28:00.000-08:00

Today is a HELL day for me..i dunno y but i think dat life is so unmeaningful for me..wishing to have a short life is all in my mind..having all sorts of problems one after another..god juz can't take it..even a joke can make me in DEEP trouble..wad a trouble maker i am..haiz..yesterday i went to my cousin house to actually celebrate my new year there..but sumting bad indeed happen even b4 we could have fun..n dat bad thing i can say is my WORST nightmare ever..! gone through aloot n had enuf..

Tomorrow is de first jan...well. i wish my braders, kuzins, n fwens who r still schooling a very3 good luck..have to wake up early evry murning..wear school uniform..kwang3..i'm bad man..but really wish u all good luck n hope the best..

2004-12-28T05:53:00.000-08:00

Da LaMe tK uPdAtE bLoG SeH..... So hOwS Ma nEw sKiN??

2004-12-23T04:16:00.000-08:00

ma sista n me...

2004-12-22T04:18:00.000-08:00

Me n My sista the whole day we were together..at last get 2 spent tyme with her..help her mum wih the packing den went 2 toa payoh 2 give sumting den get back 2 her home..was fun..we play at the playground..was really fun..

2004-12-20T01:37:00.000-08:00

GoT BaCk mY n ReSuLtZ...WoW!!! i HaD GoT 12 PoInTs...iTs DaMn FrEaKiNg BaD...i WaNtEd tO TaKe mY O's eXaM..NoW i'M In CoNfUsiOn..ShLd i gO ItE oR TaKe pRiVaTe o?? GoD!! CoZ i KnOw De DeCiSiOn ThAt i'LL b MaKiNg NoW wiLL DeCiDe WaD TyPe oF GurL i'LL b iN FuTuRe..WaD Do i WaNnA Be?? Iz iTE a GuD ChoIcE 4 Me?? i DuNnO La... aLL My aUnTy's DuN WaN Me 2 gO ITE.. CoZ Of ThE iNfLuEnCe.. ActuaLLy i JuZ CaMe BaCk frOm DoVeR iTE to ReGiStEr FoR TrAiNeeShiP coUrSe...ShlD i CoNtInuE Or TaKe pRiVaTe o??? I'M iN ToTaL CoNfUsIoN MaN...uPdAtE LaTerZ!! ByEz!!

DaLaMe tK UpDaTe

2004-12-15T21:54:00.000-08:00

Da LaMe tK UpDaTe..SoWiE2..BuSy Arhz..hehe..PeNaT n MaLaS...OkAyz I GoT a JoB!!!! So HaPpIe BUT BuT BUT i"m SCARED!! So NeRvOuS..CaM Nk GluE My SeLf tO My RooM LyKe DaT..So No NeEd 2 Go WeRk..HaIz..oNlY iF i cOuLd Do DaT..kwang3..EaCh TyMe WeN ThE cLoCk RiNgs aT 2..My HeArT wiLL BeAt VeRy FaSt..TaKoT Ar..SeRaM..BaDi..GoD, LyKe WaN 2 CrY..LeMaH NyE RaSa..N NoW aGaIn ItS TyMe fOr mE tO Go To WeRk...GoD HeLp Me So I WoN Do AnY StuPiD MiStAkEs!!!!!! NiWaEs..My DaY WaS uiEt aLItE...BaLiK My GuY aMeK..BtW i WoN b UpDaTing My bLoG tiLL Nxt MoNdAy..CoZ i WoNt b HoMe...To My SyG tK CaRe n MiSh u LoTz!!!!!! MuAccKz!!! LoVe Ya!! bYeZ!! CHALOZ!!

FuCk ThIs wOrLd!!

2004-12-11T05:04:00.000-08:00

wat's with me today?? evrysingle person in my family keep misjudge me n blame me for things i didn't do..wad seh..ape nye lyfe ni...sort la..pening....mabok...ish..geram la.....dis people hu go inside my account..shit la u...bodoh nye org!!!!!!!!!!

ToDaYz

2004-12-10T05:00:00.000-08:00

HmMm..today kinda bad luck day..first of all i had a very high fever..my temp was 38.4..it sux man..felt very weak..but i'm so damn bored at home so went out with my fwen..she knows wad i'm going thru now..sit with her..talk with her..den in de middle of our conversaions had a very bad headache..n vomitted..really sux man..tot of going back but come to think again..no i dun wanna go home..call my guy..he's a sleep..haiz..den go to pasir ris beach with her..she's also stressed..hehe..fun la..she made my skirt wet!! den checked my temp again..instead of decreasing..it increase..boring!!! i shouted so loudly to let go of all my stress..feels better..den went home @ 6.30...baring2 skali trtido..wake up take my medicine n went back to sleep...now here i am..at the comp..tomolo going for mac donald's interview..hopefully i CAN get the job...God help me dis tyme..my hp is so quiet seh..tk brbunyi seh...klah till here..not in a mood..byez!! holla holla!!

2004-12-08T04:13:00.000-08:00

Today in the murning wen to buy books for my brader..den went to send my brader 2 my aunty house den went to eastpoint to go for an interview..kfc nye interview..tgh2 on de way i get down the bus n sit at one of these park..tak jadi gi interview..juz hav the feeling of being alone..all alone..dunno y..then at about four gi bedok..gi interview kej kat mac bedok..harap2 dapat..saturday kene turun for 2nd interview..hope can get..den go home..wrap my brader nye buku ampai kul 7.oo den tgk cite sembilu kul 7.30...n now here i am..updating my blog...so bored... i dunno y..these days me n shameem is having this feeling dat makes us wanna cry at any moment... y ar?? hmmmm...so irritating sia my mood these days...hope to get back my REAL RUQ..klah datz all for today...

2004-12-07T05:51:00.000-08:00

hari ini..oklah..boring jugak..ptg my baby datang umah..dpt hilang kn rindu cikit..kwang3..aru taruk pic kat my blog..dunno whether it looks nyce or not..well today nothing much happen..i write till here la...omolo continue..bubyez!! i LOVE HIM!!!

MonDay bLues..

2004-12-06T09:22:00.000-08:00

niari..went to east coast park to book chalet n get to know that the price was $500..WOW!! its so damn freaking expensive..den i was feeling so dissapointed..den gi duduk pat sane sorang2...juz feeling down dunno y..den meet my bro @ tampines to take his books n den went to town wih my fwen...so fun but i'm so feeling down..i dunno wad the reason was..went to town with my fwen...ate KFC...den went to heren to check out some price..it was so packed there..den my god..i met sum1 dat i haven been seeing for the past 10 years...its zulhelmi n mahirah..gosh..they were so good togeder..den i wish them good luck..n mahirah whose 16 this year is getting engaged with zulhelmi which is my x in 2 years tyme..so cool man..they r a very swit couple..soooo swit togeder..hope the best for them..den reached home at about 8++...so fun yet so down..klah me wanna watch TV...update laterz aiite..nytie nite!!

My DaY...SuNdAy

2004-12-05T05:14:00.000-08:00

today my baby came to my house @ about 2++ n went back @ about 3++..i went out wif ma kuzin to Labrador park 2 my Uncle's werking place to c he tunnel..its all about japanese occupation..its so cool..complete with air cons..so fun..always get disturbed by mu kuzin named Farouk...da lame gak tak nampak dia..rindu..hehe..but he was really freaking CRAZY..tak abes2 seh nk kacau owang..but the trip was really very3 fun...its me, my braders, fadhil n adib, my kuzins, kak hawa, omar farouk, kamal, adam shah, hafiz n my uncle...was fun... den went 2 labrador beach..so sejuk...very exciting although its tiring..b4 going back home we go n eat our dinner n off to home sweet home...reached home @ about 11++...datz my day....

2004-12-03T02:53:00.000-08:00

ToDaY So BoReD ChAnGe My sKiN AgAiN... JuZ WaNna SaY ThAt I LOVE N MISH HIM SO MUCH!!! MuAccKz!!

FirSt DeCemBeR...VoTe FeR TauFiQ

2004-12-01T01:03:00.000-08:00

ToDaY is ThE 1sT DeC..i'M SuPpOsE 2 Go To GoLd CoAsT aUstRaLiA..heheh..LuCkiLy It WaS CaNceLLeD...So HaPpy!!!..So TOdAy iS aLso SiNgApOrE iDoL FiNaLs...HoPiNg dAt TaUfiQ wiLL wiN...gOnA VoTe fEr HyM...ToDaY..NoThinG MuCh hAppEn..BoReD At HoMe...i'M So HuNgRy.....!! My dAy WaS QuiEt OkAy aLtHoUgH ItS So BoriNg...bUt i'M MisSinG suM1...klah stop here EvErY1 DuN 4GeT To waTcH SiNgaPore idOl...ByeZ!!

2004-12-01T00:30:00.000-08:00

me..taken by my kuzin...muke mepekz...

HmMmMm....

2004-11-30T05:16:00.000-08:00

yesteray went for the movie VEER ZEERA...such a SADDDDDDD movie...sedih giler seh cite dia..all about LOVE...LOVE is so beautiful when u hav ur true lover ryte by u..such a good movie..the movie ended at about 12.45am..den we go n eat at 24hrs restaurant..n went home...reached home hav my bath n off my hP..den go on my bed and wonder what my future is going to be like..what am i going to b like in 10 years time..n the movie can't stop playing in my head..so sad..until about 5 then i get to sleep...wake up @ 10 am..my sis called..i shouted when i hear her voice..MISS her seh...my day was quiet okay..in the afternoon went to burger king @ downtown east to go for a job interview..trying my best to get a job to help myself..wanna b an independent gerl..datz all so far...update tomorrow okayz..bubye all!!

MoNdAyz..

2004-11-29T22:44:00.000-08:00

ToDaY No MooD 2 wRiTe..My DaY iZ Ok FyNe aS aLwAyZ..I'M MiSsInG sUm1 So DaMn MuCh :( ..YeStErDaY weNt OuT ThE wHoLe DaY..aDe oPeN HsE aT My KuZiN hOuSe DeN Go tO My MuMmY's YoUnGeR sIsTeR HoUsE..SaT ThErE 4 aBoUt 3 hRs..DeN Go WaLk2 @ TIs ShoPpInG CeNtRe BoUgHt My MaKe uP SeT..$54 SeH..PeH BaEk..CoMpLeTe SeT sUmOrE..taPi eYe LiNeR tKdE..BoRiNg SeH..DeN Go HoMe..ReAcHeD @ aBoUt 11pM AbEh TgK ThIs lOvE StOrY...So ToUcHiNg SeH SaMpAi 5 aM iN ThE MoRnInG..SeDiH..SuCh a tRuE LoVeR SeH.. MeMoRiEs tO ChErIsH!! So TrUe.... I MISS HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kwang3...

2004-11-27T04:50:00.000-08:00

me tgh lepak2 dgn my kuzin..aru dye ambut..kwang3

BoReDz!!

2004-11-27T04:32:00.000-08:00

today..Go To My UncLe HoUsE LePaK2 dGn mY KuZiN..BoRiNg MaN At HoMe..den go home anu comp dgn my kuzin..duk2 dgn dia dlm bilik..bual2..ketawa2..nangis2..lompat2..lari2..gerekz..dgr lagu MAH BOO..sedap seh lagu..power gler..yelah kite rindu owang..kwang3..dis kuzin of myne pun tgh windu owang..sama2 jiwang..skaran tgh boring..dunno wad to do..tgh in DEEP confusion about LYFE..kwang3...da 16++ tahun hidup maseh blum faham word LYFE..dis kuzin ni pun same lyke me..never expect dis to happen..hehe..god!! iM bored man..my hidung sakit seh..kene flu lagik..HAIZ!! lagu MAH BOO rockz!! man...USHER FEAT ALICIA KEYS..singing...

There's always that one person
That will always have your heart
You'll never see it coming
Cause you're blinded from the start
Know that u r the one for me
Its clear for evry1 to see
oHh baby, u'll always b my boo..FaDhiL..

sampai sini jek la..lalalalala...

2004-11-26T00:07:00.000-08:00

me n mY aYg

2004-11-25T22:30:00.000-08:00

ni lak..me n my sis

2004-11-25T22:24:00.000-08:00

ThIs Is JuZ Me....mLm RaYa..

2004-11-25T22:23:00.000-08:00

ni sofiyah n ikin...

2004-11-25T22:21:00.000-08:00

ni Lak my AdEq aNgKaT n Me aT mY hOuSe..

2004-11-25T22:20:00.000-08:00

ni lak..nadia my SwEeThEaRt..Hany n IkIn..my DarLiNz!!

2004-11-25T22:19:00.000-08:00

ni my daRLingZ oSo..ikiN n HanY..muah2!!

2004-11-25T22:18:00.000-08:00

ni..mY darLing ikin n YaYa...muah2!!